one week with out tom down

about 15 to go

every morning jonas wakes up and asks

'where's daddy'

but i'm not worried

he did that when tom was here

hayley can now stand up in both her crib

and her playpen

she had been having trouble with her playpen with it having mesh sides and all

but she figured it out

i've been making her little headbands and bandanas

they're pretty cutes

she gets complemented on them when we go out

so i guess i did a pretty job

i have no idea what to make for dinner tonight

without tom here

thats a pretty big challenge

you wouldn't think cooking for 2 people would be that big of a deal

but tom eats so much and then takes some for lunch the next day

i don't have him to clean up any leftovers

so poor jonas for the past 6 nights has had a side of left over pasta

that i made the last night tom was home

we still have some left

but i can't make him eat anymore

i really want papa johns pizza

maybe when my mom comes down

again we have the problem of tom not eating food here

i don't want half a pizza sitting in the fridge

jonas says he wants pancakes

i think i can do that